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THE
"BOOK of BRIAN".
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"IN THE BEGINNING".
In the beginning consciousness of self began, for without consciousness nothing exists.
"If nothing exists then nothing exists, it exists beyond our consciousness. ".
The human race is limited by its perceptions of reality and walks this Earth unaware of the many other realities around them.
Life exists beyond man's five senses with these lifeforms sharing the same Space and Time.
The known and unknown universe is multidimensional .
In each dimension time runs separately to each other, for like the speed of Light nothing is constant.
Gravity fields flow like waves on a cosmic ocean and regulate the movement of all.
Like fish in a fishbowl we swim around in circles whilst looking out into the vast unknown.
Many, many lifetimes are needed to fathom the vastness of creation and no man has come close to understanding the purpose and meaning of it all.
One lifetime is Not enough time to understand the Meaning of Life and yet many fail to even search for an answer.
DARK MATTER".
"Within the darkness Light will give birth to new civilizations throughout the Universe as the river of Life flows downstream. Into an ocean of yesterday's, today and tomorrow we sail.
Unchartered journeys into the unknown shall reveal world's within world's and realities beyond comprehension. "
Beyond the perceptions of our senses there exists an infinite number of invisible worlds and dimensions. The universe is teeming with life and yet many fail to see the beauty of creation around them.
" Enough of this blasphemy" I yelled and Sa Tan replied " it was a blast for me too".
12.5 billion years ago, a voice declared Let there be Light and the region exploded into world's of Light. The Sun's of God lit up the heavens and the 4 seasons on Earth were created.
Civilizations within other galaxies came to explore the new Milky Way galaxy and decided to terraform a numbers of planets including Earth.
Many planets in our Solar System are still inhabited today by various lifeforms, which the government's of Earth fail to acknowledge. ( One of the many lies we have been fed).
The first homosapiens were created by the Annunaki some 250,000 years ago .
A settlement site was chosen and a Garden of Eden was established. Food crops and animals were created through genetic engineering from their own genetic library.
The Garden was enclosed in a huge domed structure and environmentally controlled. Like a humidcrib, a nursey for the creation of Adam and Eve was prepared.
The Annunaki took the cells of the local primitive man and after genetically altering the DNA implanted the cells into both a female human and a female Annunaki. Two new lifeforms were created and when these creations became old enough to reproduce, further hybrids were created.
In the biblical version of Adam and Eve in the Garden of Eden one reads of a "talking snake" who tempts them to eat the forbidden fruit. " is the writer trying to take the hiss?".
Many have suggested that it wasn't the Apple on the tree that was the concern but instead it was the pear/pair on the ground.?
This process was then undertaken by a number of visiting alien civilizations from outside this galaxy.
All 12 of them created hybrids of the original Annunaki creations in various locations around mother Earth. The 12 tribes are the result.
Earth was populated by these 12 alien civilizations that existed from outside our milky way galaxy.
A dozen Adam and Eves were created , all containing a different genetic variation.
The human race of the 21st century is a cocktail of alien genes and its no wonder why we can't get along and live in peace .
Earthlings have become the monster of inbreeding and genetic pollution, the original genetic hybrid has become extinct.
In many cases, black man is no longer black and white man is no longer white. Perhaps we all have become 50 shades of grey?
WHAT TO BELIEVE?
Our individual belief systems determine our actions and reactions.
Our beliefs are based on our religious upbringing and memories based on events that support the teachings.
"If God didn't exist then mankind would find the need to create one".
What you believe , so you create.
Perhaps your God is the one and only true God or perhaps the plural applies GODS.
Most religious teachings today are based on writings that are thousands of years old. Most of their stories are irrevelant in the 21st Century.
"Perhaps a Reformations of all religions is required?".
Like the human species, the religious teaching must change and evolve.
Life changes over time and mankind needs to change for the time it lives in.
Over time our belief systems fluctuate and change the course of our journey.
"Its such a shame that often true wisdom only comes in our Sunset Years."
I now speak to you from my wilderness in a year of discontent.
I may not agree with what you believe but I defend your right to believe it.
"Should I judge you then I must be prepared to be judged".
Many choose to walk the road less travelled and are enlightened by their journey.
Many choose Spirituality over conventional religious teachings and often discover that many paths lead to God or nivarna.
" How one arrives at one's destination is Not important but that you do arrive is".
HEAVEN OR HELL
Many believe that when one dies they either ascend to Heaven or descend to Hell.
The truth is that humans create their own Heaven and Hell during their lifetime.
Sometimes events in one's life can be the result of karmic debt.
"What seeds we sow, so we reap".
Karmic debt can carry over from one's prior incarnation.
"If only sinless people ascend to Heaven then the place must resemble a ghost town".
"Who would sincerely want to go to a place without any sex, drugs and rock n roll?".
I have no desire to spend an eternity contemplating the greatness of God.
Life is meant to be lived and experienced ; to taste a smorgasboard of sensual pleasures.
SATAN
I once had a dream or is it a memory " where I died and descended down these stairs into the bowels of the Earth. I came upon this place lit up in neon called Hell in Paradise and rang the bell.
Within seconds the door opened and there stood this hunky young dude dressed totally in red.
"Hi, I'm your host and my name SA TAN. Come in and let me know your desires and pleasures".
I was consumed by his charm and his oozing sexuality but felt that if I turned my back on him that he would screw me every which way but loose.
Deception was Sa Tans favourte game and he loved to cheat and deceive all those he met.
We chatted for some time over a few wild turkeys and a couple of joints and he was an excellent host.
He was open-minded, knowledgeable, thought provoking, funny and strangely sexually attractive.
He said that some years ago he led Jesus into temptation in the Garden of Getsomeinme.
During their encounter, he said Jesus told him "get ye behind me Satan", 3 times during the evening.
I was shocked by his revelations and yet know that often the truth is stranger than fiction.
He said Jesus often swapped clothes with his girlfriend Mary and the disciples couldn't tell them apart.
Jesus in fact was a CROSSDRESSER in more ways than just one.
SATAN said that his favourite act of deciete was to play SANTA CLAUSE at Christmas.
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Dreams and memories lay entwined in my brain and it has become impossible to decide what is real or
MY REALITY
What I write are just fragments of the esoteric world I live in and my perceptions of my reality.
I'm a Single man in retirement and I'm just "watching the wheels go round" and living "one day at a time".
Each day unfolds into the next and time passes by unnoticed. Old habbits are fading away such as drinking, smoking and gambling.
The way things are going I could die healthy.
I try to eat healthy foods, drink herbal teas and get plenty of rest.
Being single is a real blessing as I get to live my life the way I want to.
I'm now just a voice in the wilderness and my sound grows quieter by the moment.
DRUGS
Man has always sought stimulants that alter one's state of consciousness. For thousands of years many cultures have celebrated rituals that involved the consumption of such drugs as peyote and magic mushrooms.
Many such cultures believe that the drugs open portals to their gods and other worlds.
Having explored such hullucingenics myself many years ago I too discovered these unseen worlds.
By changing one's state of awareness the doors of perception fling open and multidimensional worlds become visable.
Not only is the Earth multidimensional but so is the Universe.
Tabacco and alcahol are the two most harmful drugs on the planet and yet they remain legal.
Canabis , a much safer alternative still remains illegal in many countries. Tobacco kills over 200 million every year , whilst alcahol kills or destroys the life's of many more.
Earth is inhabited by a race of addicts and junkies , for without our desired drugs of choice life would be bland.
Life can be a real drag at times and the need to alter our state of consciousness becomes a survival instinct.
Self medicating helps dealing with anxiety and stress , which can evolve into mental health issues.
Some one is buying politicians to keep the status quo and keep the drug market in the hands of criminals.
But then again ain't "politicians just legalised criminals?".
POLLUTION
In the modern world Genetically Modified Food has begun deconstructing man's DNA and is slowly de-evolving the species.
Mankind has polluted this world, the air presently unfit to breathe and the water poisonous.
FIREWORKS
Each New Years Eve many countries pump millions of tons of carcogenic chemicals into the atmosphere during their fireworks displays. These chemicals contain cancer causing agents that are also linked to brain tumours.
Stop this dangerous practice now and help Mother Earth breathe again.
Firework displays MUST be banned globally, for its environmental terrorism.
If we are not careful in 2021, then I predict that covid20 and covid21 will invade our world. I predict many virus variants will threaten our existence for the next 4 years.
POISONOUS FOOD
The food we consume is contaminated with additives and preservatives and unfit to even feed to pigs. Our supermarkets are killing many with their poisonous products and the fat are getting fatter. Much of the food is GM (genetically modified) which are low in nutrients and vitamins. It's got to the stage where fat people are starving to death.
Most of the animals where we get our meat from have been fed hormone cocktails to boost their size. Our food has been poisoned and we are genetically de-e
volving. "Are we becoming the sterile lifeless food we eat?".
Diseases such as cancer, heart attacks, dementia, Parkinson's and brain tumours are all on the increase due to the above reasons.
SMART PHONES
Modern technology such as smart phones swamp our minds and bodies with electromagnetic beams and pulses. The coming of 5G will result in an overload that will kill many of the dumb users.
All of our senses are overloaded with chemical and electronic data that is polluting and changing man's biological clock.
Man now works 24/7 and his natural biological clock is turning backwards.
Daytime is for toiling and nighttime for sleep.
Whilst the wheels of capitalism turn man enslaves himself to the pursuit of money.
MENTAL HEALTH
The Mental Health of humanity in 2020 due to Lockdowns because of the global corona virus has increased.
Anxiety and stress has sent many into a state of depression.
Many have lost their jobs and face a uncertain future.
Substance abuse and domestic violence cases have skyrocketed.
Lives has been turned upside down and desperation has become a global way. The world has gone insane.
2021
2021 will be a Year of Social Unrest due to the level of anxiety within the collective consciousness. Failing vaccines will result in the loss of Hope and push many into deep states of depression.
Mental Health deaths will skyrocket.
The push for a Cashless World with many banks closing down their branches and going on line only.
World unrest will reap havoc and society will plunge into a dark hole.
Politicians will become pawns of the Ceo's of the social media and many heads will roll.
CREATION
Alien civilizations were created billions of years before Earthlings and mankind became the new kid on the block around 250,000 years ago..
Creation of the Universe took place in stages and over billions of years. Big Bangs happen all the time and new galaxies are born.
Billions of galaxies were created over quad trillion years , with the Milky Way galaxy being born some 12.5 billion years ago.
As a measure of time a billion years is a blinking of an eyes.
A human life of 75 years is comparable to a nano second, over and forgotten before we realise.
The macro and the micro are reflections of each other, world's within world's saturate the cosmic universe.
Quantum world's within each living cell that remains conscious of its intended functions.
Quantum entanglement suggests one existing in several places at the one time.
"I AM here, there and Everywhere".
This world is like a grain of sand upon the foreshore of galaxial dunes. Humans are a Spec of Dust in the dusty halls of time and space.
OUT OF THE DARKNESS
Before we are born we live within our mother's womb, our cells divide and multiply, each cell conscious of it place and purpose. Over nine months we developed into a baby human being.
In total darkness we are formed, none of our 5 senses have been activated.
We live and yet we are not born into consciousness.
So out of the darkness we are born into the world of Light.
LET THERE BE LIGHT
As a newborn we first become aware of the Light and brightness all around us followed by an awareness of a temperature change.
The sense of smell and touch slowly evolve and sight is the last of the senses to develope.
It is only when we take our first breath that our senses are activated and we become conscious of our environment and existence
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We exist before we are born and we shall exist after we die.
"Perhaps the Dark Matter within the Universe is an invisible incubator for world's of Light to be born?"
"So where does life begin and does it really have an end?"
"Life is eternal and has no beginning or end. Life has always existed for it is existence."
"What is Time if Time has always existed?".
The measure of time varies throughout the cosmos and not everywhere has 24hours to their day. In some places Time possess faster and some slower. Time is Not constant through out the Universe.
On Jupiter a day is only 9 hours 40 minutes long.
All of the above questions have answers to them and it is the duty of each of us to individually seek out these answers.
"All of the answers to life's questions can be found within". (Utaalk 2010).
From the moment we are born we are lied to by our parents, teachers , priests and government.
GOD.
Firstly we are told we must worship an all seeing, all knowing invisible God. If we don't follow the teaching of the church then we will all burn in hell.
"A god whom threatens his own creations with torture is no God of mine, he can f off".
" I say unto you "you are "God and God is you, there exist no seperation. Without one there exists no other."
You don't need no priest or guru to be your guide, your Spirit within shall light the way.
As children we are taught that God is an old white haired, white skinned old man in the sky. He watches us 24/7 and punishes us if we are naughty.
We are taught to fear God and yet expected to love him regardless how bad he treats us.
"How can a loving God be so cruel?".
A CONVERSATION
WITH GOD .
ME " GOD how does it feel to be billions of years old?".
GOD " to me a million year passes like 1 second".
ME "GOD how does it feel to be the richest one in the Universe?".
GOD " owning a million schekels is like having one
schekel".
ME "GOD can you spare me a schekel?".
GOD " Sure
Son, just give me a
Second".
I'm still waiting.
FINDING GOD.
A few years ago I heard that many prisoners found God in jail. Apparently He is doing a "Life sentence" for trying to blow up the Universe 12.5 billion years ago. ( The Big Bang )
At the time there was a territorial war raging in a sector of the Universe and God and a few of his mate's decided to act. Known as the "Big Gang Bang" they decided to entirely destroy the area and then rebuild.
After the Big Bang God was tracked down and charged with an "act of terrorism" and sentenced to life in jail.
It's amazing the stories about where many people find God and its usually when they are facing their demons.
Perhaps it's all just maya, an illusion and both God and one's demons are just figments of the mind.
FAKE NEWS
There's an old saying " tell a lie often and it soon becomes a truth."
FAKE NEWS has been around since Adam was a boy.
Mankind has been manipulated , brain washed and controlled by religion since Adam and Eve were thrown out of the Garden.
The human mind also experiences "little bangs" when new neuronic pathways are created that light up the hippy campus.
"Perhaps the human brain is a universe to itself?"
World's within world's.
KINDNESS
Have you heard "Only through an Act of Kindness shall you enter my heart?".
It is only through kindness that you bring joy to your soul .
It is only through kindness you bring music to the spirit.
It is only though kindness you create love in your heart.
Be kind to the life around you and life will be kind to you.
The teachings of how to live a good life are all around you for its only you that complicates its simplicity.
Find the peace within and discover the peace in your outer, external world.
How you treat life becomes how you are treated.
Instant karma awaits every action and reacts accordingly. You can not run and hide from your own foolishness.
Become conscious of one's thoughts and actions to avoid karmic debt or you may bankrupt your own Soul.
EMOTION.
Your emotions are simply ENERGY IN MOTION
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Awareness of ones fluctuating emotions allows one to control the flow and disiptation of this energy.
Suppressed emotions often result in both physical and mental diseases.
Your emotions often dictate your reactions to events and effect future outcomes.
Practice Mindfullness and become conscious of your body talk.
"HAVE YOU HEARD?".
RELIGION.
"If God did not exist then man would find a need to create one".
Mankind has always needed a crutch to lean on and someone to blame for their woes.
When things are going good man praises God and when things are going bad man curses God or pleads for help.
Remember after leaving The Garden man was given Free Will and became the creator of his own reality and destiny.
"When one takes responsibility for one's deeds and actions then you truly create your own reality.".
All religions contain jig saw pieces of Spiritual Truth and no religion has all the answers.
To discover the answers to all our questions man needs to journey within.
Only You can discover the God within, the inner voice that speaks only truth and wisdom.
No church will be your savior , only you can save yourself from yourself.
Your deeds and actions determine the reality you face every day.
Think before you speak for words can inflict wounds on the Spirit and Soul.
Assaults of a negative nature will rebound and afflict negative karma back on you.
Your intentions should always be honourable and pure.
RELIGION was created to prey on the weak and vulnerable and to enslave those of low intellect.
Most of the stories found in the Bible are simply Fairy Tales for adults, mere fantasy and unproven fact.
"Religion is the opium of the masses".
JESUS
2020 years ago, in Biblical Times many male newborns were given the name Jesus and many would grow up proclaiming they were the Son of God.
Many of these insane religious fanatics were crucified by the Romans and rightfully so.
I speak of Jesus of Nazereth, a black man who loved both men and women. He formed his own cult teaching Free Love and religious expression.
He, like myself at the time were born on the same day and time as an Alien hybrid. We were both different to the rest of humanity and were tutored by our creators.
We were the Sons of a Earthling mother and an Alien father.
To appease the masses were declared that we were the two long awaited Messiahs foretold in the Old Testement and the Dead Sea Scrolls.
The 3 Wise men taught us much esoteric knowledge and the workings of the Universe.they prepared the path before us.
We were incarnated on Earth to save man from Satan and to set up the Kingdom of God here.
Yes, God had 2 sons and had both of them incarnated on Earth, He suspected that one of his boys may screw up the mission.
His suspicions proved correct and Jesus failed to fulfill his father's wishes.
Jesus developed mental health issue when he began believing what the dumb masses were claiming, that he was the messiah and the Son of God.
He became dellusional and irrational, possibly from his over consumption of drugs and wine.
Drinking wine was the pathway to de-vine intervention.
He was arrested soon after a night out at the famous Last Supper restaurant for failing to pay the huge wine bill.
His biggest mistake was trying to overthrow the Roman occupiers. In today's world he would have been declared a terrorist.
PARABLES.
Myself and Jesus were taught to only speak in Parables in order to baffle and confuse those listening
. Political and Religious correctedness existed in those times and one had to be careful. Blasphemy and Treason were punishable by death.
Romans we're roaming the streets everywhere .
" I say unto all virgins overlooked by the men in your village should you be concerned that the cock doesn't crow in your yard.?".
A few days latter, 10 virgins turned up at the front door of my compound.
I asked them "are you all not concerned about the disinterest of the men?".
The leader stepped forward and declared " we don't give a fuck".
I replied " come unto me and behold my cunning lingus plan".
There I was in a compound with 10 virgins and the only one with a Pair of balls.
So as in years gone by, in today's world , Parables and a Pair of Balls are still applicable.
These 10 virgins were smart women and had their finger on the pulse. They paid no lip service to fools or tools.
For our first week together I taught them the ways of my Lord and they took to the teachings like a duck to water.
In the evening I would walk down the hallway of the compound and pass past their bedrooms and hear them praising the Lord.
Room after room came praises of "oh my God, oh my God, oh my God".
DEATH AND BEYOND
When my time comes and I'm given the keys to the Pearly Gates I think I will Nick a few of the pearls and Bugger off down to Hell where all the hot action happens.
I couldn't handle being in Heaven just contemplating God and my own thoughts for an eternity.
Listening to my Inner Self 24/7 would drive me Insane.
It's no wonder all the religious leaders on Earth are insane, they have lost the connections to all the pleasures that real life offers us all.
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REMEMBER
REMEMBER the words you read today will be retained in your genetic memory and will resonate for generations to come.
THE END?
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